Me on the day of Initiation
The experience was magical but I have been postponing Shambhavi from many years for two main reasons. Firstly, the money part as I still don't earn any money God knows why, I couldn't buy the program. Thanks to Sadhguru he made the program free for 4 days in Mahashivratri 2026 and I signed up. Second reason is my health, I have type one diabetes which makes it very very very hard for me to sit for longer durations that too with an empty stomach.
When the initiation day came I experimented with water soluble glucose to prevent any lows but that my sugar levels were already high and after two days of highs and empty stomach I was heavily sick, drinking ORS solutions, there was blood all over my toilet from bleeding in stomach and my left kidney was about to burst.
I somehow recovered from everything and as I am writing this post I am on my 38th Day of Shambhavi Mandala. It was great and I am in love with Yoga although my health is little down these days and my life is falling apart but I am happy and grateful for everything I have recieved.
Me with Shiva, Day 37 of Shambhavi

